well thanks for stabbing me in the back, maybe you can find someone who you wont say shit about them, and pretend like its fine. Be honest becuase clearly you didn't want to be friends, seriously what have i ever done to you do deserve any of this, like what the fuck do I do to you!!! Nothing, sorry im not always there but 98% of the time I am. Learn to be semi independant, you can't just depend on people for everything, and you also can't just say shit about people and think its okay. You think you are so fucking perfect, but everyone has fucking problems, stop being so god damn stupid and realize YOU are always miserable.. guess why? Get your nose out of your ass and stand up for yourself when you need to, if you thought i was walking all over you then your pretty fucking stupid to not say something, your just a fucking bitch, and you think you are sooo great well fuck you, like stop talking about all these 'hot' guys who always walk you home, half them are fucking ugly.. and stop acting like a whore and saying you want to get with every fucking guy or be friends withfucking benifits.. You let ben stokes fucking screw you over, and he only dated you because he wanted fucking action.. look how fast he moved on!! God you are such a fucking clueless bitch, and if you read this, I hope you know I have EVERY right to say all of this about you. Never treat me as poorly has you have in our friendship, you don't deserve the chances you are givin, with most friends all you do is talk shit about all of them. Grow up, and act your own fucking age.
昨天参加了老同学的一个浪漫的西式婚礼,第一次被提醒要穿正装出席,所以严肃对待!可了不得,排场豪华,细节浪漫,出席的还有很多有头脸的人物,我们这样的小人物就只有感慨地份了。
不知什么原因,最近参加婚礼都挺感慨的。看到父亲将女儿送到新郎的手中,我几乎要流泪了,不自觉就会想到若干年后,老公把我心爱的女儿交到别人手上的样子,现在我就开始舍不得了。昨天还特意问了问大宝,什么是幸福,她说幸福就是爱。也许我们父母的爱到了一定时候就满足不了她的要求了,舍不得也是不行的!呵呵。
同学豪华的婚礼也让我羡慕万分。告诉老公,我们当时咋这么简单,贴个喜字就算好了。老公更直接,说谁让我们那么早就结婚,如果现在才结婚,我们也能这么豪华!哈哈。。唉,也真是哦,我们都结婚九年多了,孩子都2个了,还乱嫉妒人家新婚夫妇!嘻嘻,女人都是虚荣的吧。明年十周年,希望能有个特别的纪念!
i´m sooo sad.... i hate fighting with my boyfriend!! but i can´t let him walk all over me can i?? and i know many girls go through this and it sucks!! :(... this happened yesterday: i live like right next to my church and we had band practice (i sing he plays guitar) so i asked him to walk me home (but he´s been nervous about being outside my house since the kidnapping) so he told me tocall my dad and tell him to pick me up.. my dad couldn´t so i told him (joking) that my dad said that that was what i had HIM for.. so he got mad and told me that it wasn´t his responsability and that my parents thought that just because he was my boyfriend he HAD to do everything for me...(which I think is the way things should be {not that i mentioned that though})so i told him to stay and not walk me home.. and i told some other friends to come with me and he came anyways.. he called me last night and i didn´t pick up.. today he called me again but since i didn´t pick up.. he sent me a message that said:don´t even think i want to talk to you.. i just wanted to remind you that today is my parent´s anniversary. RIGHT!! he didn´t need to call to tell me that!! but o well... :S...
Last year
New Year Resolution: 1. Learn swimming 2. Learn Putonghua 3. Lose 60 lbs by whatever means 4. Get a boyfriend 5. Be a flight attendant
This year:
New Year Resolution: 1. Lose 12 more pounds (until I reach 110lbs) and maintain the weight forever 2. Get an ideal job 3. Study hotel management the coming Sept (not sure yet)